I haven’t been living.
Well, I’m not exactly a face chomping zombie like on The Walking Dead, but I really haven’t been living. Not in the present moment at least. Not where it counts.
I graduated college in 2010 and since that time I have wanted to be a lawyer, radiologist, teacher, move to China and teach English, become a nurse, etc.
The beautiful thing about those choices I have made is that they are always in the future, there is always more time to decide. The real choice was always law school since forever and I found a way to put it all off, to put off the studying and then to put off the LSAT and then to put off the applications and then once they came to put off the acceptances, just buying myself another couple weeks, months, years. As I am writing this, even still, I have…